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[May. 27th, 2012|11:15 pm] |
lately i've been compelled more to write vs photographs. maybe because i've been indoors a lot recently. somehow i'm always tethered to a computer whether at work or at home pretending i'm working on my own things but usually just finding a way to distract myself.
i've been going through old blogs of friends, or from my sister. reading things now they've written years ago and somehow finding ways to relate to them. how my sister writes about when she first moved to NY, everyone thought she was having the time of her life and because of that, they would rarely call her/write her/email her. lately i feel like i can relate to that, like i am always the one who has to reach out just for someone to ask me how i am doing. but it's not like i'm miserable here, i'm just a bit burnt out and still trying to figure my shit out (as you may have noticed lately from the emo photo posting). i guess it doesn't help there is a time zone difference, but i always know what time it is in on both west and east coasts of the US. maybe i'm just paying too much attention.
i'm coming up on my one year anniversary (june 8th!) of living in taiwan, and living with carina. she's been working extra crazy the last month and a half (6 days a week, 12hr + days) so maybe that's why i've been spending too much time lost in my thoughts. it's been raining a lot too on weekends, and i don't feel like spending money on anything lately because it mostly seems trivial.
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[May. 24th, 2012|08:56 am] |
the other day a friend of mine wanted to tell me something about my "photography."
he said that since he met me in 2007, my work had essentially remained unchanged. yumi was replaced with carina, one set of friends replaced with another. and that i should try to do something "new."
i'm still not sure if that's a good or bad thing. half of me agrees, half of me disagrees. |
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[May. 14th, 2012|03:47 pm] |
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for a long time i thought i had a particular style of photos, but now i just think i'm all over the place. i can't decide what my voice is anymore. |
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